4 Months on and I haven't gotten over her :L?

It was the thrill of th chase that pulled you in. When you got pulled in,sure there was bliss,but a relationship means commitment. It was your first relationship,so no doubt,you'l remember the experience and all the hard work put into it. But it simply was not meant to be. It didnt work and it will never work. You've said it yourself,you feel emotionally attached. But you've gone four months,there is too much danger to go back now. You're 19. You are very young. The experience really shook you up,but in time (believe me,I KNOW) it will all fade and your mind will eventually just put it in a memory box that will become dusty and be opened from time to time. Distract yourself and begin to live again,go out with your friends,to her,ye were not in a relationship if she was kissing other people and sleeping with other people. Thats a fact. Its not easy to swallow advice that can be straight out sensible,I know its kind of like you want advice that could give you some kind of hope that you could back to a happier time with your ex,but theres a reason an ex is called an ex. They've expired. So don't go back to the fridge drinking the sour milk. All the best. Fi.